Thursday, December 12, 2013

Time to start again. Again.

Today, my world crashed around me.  I reached a new milestone, something I have never done before, and it isn't good. Today, I weighed in at 150 kilograms.

I have never seen the scales with those digits before, and I never want to see them again.  The time has come.  The war has started in earnest, and something must be done about my enemy.  There is no longer a truce, the armistice has been torn up, my life is changing.

I asked myself yesterday, "What am I willing to do to lose weight?"

I ask myself again today, and the answer is, "Whatever it takes!"

My journey has begun again.  Again.  It seems I am always starting again, but this is the last time.  If I can't get it this time, I feel there will not be another chance for me- I'll be doomed to a perpetually FAT state.

I want this to be a natural weight loss journey.  I am hoping  I have the strength of mind and can develop the character an resistance to say "No!"  The big fat gut has got to go.

The included picture is not me.  I couldn't stand putting my own photo up there just yet.  I am too ashamed.

As I head down this now well trodden path, I hope that my triumphs and failures are able to help some other person to stick at it, and achieve a good and healthy weight.

Starting weight: 150kg
Goal: 95kg (55kg loss)
Current weight: 150kg
Loss: 0kg

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